white flag=iGiveUP!!!!!!!!!!!

iCANNOTakethisNOmore

jst when i needed u the most
u werent here

i hate when this happens
i hate myself for loving u
i hate myself for giving my heart to u
i hate myself for losing myself in ur eyes
i hate myself for being lost in ur sweet talk
i hate myself for falling into my own snare

i thought u loved me when u said the 3 words
i thought it was true
i thought we were connected and meant to be
i thought u mist me heaps when u said "i miss u"
i thought u felt the same way as i felt
i thought u would bring joy to my life

but i was all wrong
im too stupid for all taht
i dont deserve all taht
i learnt my lessons
i will never let my emotions fall over for some guy

i wished it doesnt end this way
i wished we could go further more
i wished i was wrong
i wished i was misunderstood
i wished i could jst walkaway and shut the door
i wished i didnt spend too much time crying over u
i wished i could be strong

it takes time to realise
it takes time to see the truth it takes time to heal a wounded heart
it takes time to see if we could be

its not gonna be simple i know
its not gonna be the same if u dont feel it too

u left me halfway stranded on an island straying alone
i mist u mad
why did u have to let go out dreams
u walkedway without my consent

i was so stupid
i shouldve seen it coming

but its too late now
my hearts broken into millions of pieces

iGiveUP!!!!!! =/

im a friggin noober :S

hey yaw im phyllis and am currently new on this thingy so uhm its gonna look pretty dull atm so yers think i need help :S i love writing poetrys and all jst to describe me feelings id load em up when i got the time yea=D i dont do fakes so NO POSERS!!!uhm im up w/ chatzys and all leave me a mssg and ill get back to u =D ohh wells add me aye peeps!!the more the merrier xD -peace-

xoxo -Phyllis

wherever you are

this goes to one and only bby pat ilysfm bbe<3

wherever you are
i believe that the heart follows from afar
to the ends n the depths of the earth
our love costs thousands worth

i dont wanna lose you
for i only wanna love you
you bust in the door
my heart youve taken away

days feel like years
when ure not here by my side
my heart is broken into pieces
simply just missin you heaps

here comes the breeze
the smell of your scent i couldnt resist
do you know how much i love you
cuz i do care and think abt you
ilysfm bbe!!!!!!!!

xoxo
written by:PhyllisT.

P/s:this is beyond real and original.NO POSERS!!enjoy reading=Dpeace