HEYY !!!!!

2009-09-12T08:22:00.000-07:00

-GottaFineMeWayOut- =/

Ive tried everythin to take the pain away.
to put a smile on & fake it another day.
but im never alright,
nothin is ever okay.
no matter how hard i try to suppress things
they somehow come out anyways.

Behind my smile,is a hurtin heart.
Behind my laugh,Im fallin apart.
Look closely at me & u will see,the girl I am...isnt who I used to be.
Even 10 years and 20 boys layter,
im steal gonna have a lil thing fo u.
cuz some things never change.
Someday I swear Ill forget, every breath we took together.

I wanted u to fight for me.
I wanted u to say there was no one else u could ever be with,
An that youd rather be alone then without me.
Love aint easy to find
but sometimes,
its in playces youd never think to look.

Theres nth left fo me to say
cause im officially done playing this game..
We started out as once upon a time,
but never got our happily ever after.
The day i learn how to fly,
im never coming back.

I cannot cry cuz ino thats weakness in ur eyes
im forced to fake a smile, a lyf, everyday of my lyf.
Well, his went an done it..
He officially shattered my heart into the tiniest little pieces,
and its sad..
cuz im out of glue this time.

2009-09-04T08:15:00.000-07:00

MidnightRomeo

Meet me at my door, by the end of the night you'll be screaming for
More, more, more of me, tonight's a big night so lets make history
My lips touch your lips, my hands on your hips
What's it gonna take for you to give me my goodnight kiss

Oh, whoa, my heart is beating fast but my hands are moving slow
Oh, whoa, it feels so right you just cant say no

Late night gonna hit the town
Gonna take you out
Gonna make you glow
Midnight Romeo
Show me yours and ill show you mine
Gonna make you sweat
Gonna feel it head to toe
You know, I'm your midnight Romeo

Ill be your Dr. Jekyll and your Mr. Hyde
The best of both worlds when you get inside my
Place, place, place with me
You be the lock, I'll be the key
The nights about to end, tell me baby are we more than friends
Tonight your dinner's free, what's in it for me

Oh, whoa, my heart is beating fast but my hands are moving slow
Oh, whoa, it feels so right you just cant say no

Late night gonna hit the town
Gonna take you out
Gonna make you glow
Midnight Romeo
Show me yours and ill show you mine
Gonna make you sweat
Gonna feel it head to toe
You know, I'm your midnight Romeo

Now its time, Ill turn the lights down low
Show me yours and ill show you mine
Gonna make you sweat
Gonna be your Romeo
Take my hand its time to lose control
I'm your midnight Romeo

Late night gonna hit the town
Gonna take you out
Gonna make you glow
Midnight Romeo
Show me yours and ill show you mine
Gonna make you sweat
Gonna feel it head to toe
You know, I'm your midnight Romeo

xx tc
foxy&CJ [pushplay] <3

2009-08-05T06:45:00.000-07:00

hmm jst random !!! things u peepoz should no bout me'N'mePHONE [FACTS]

im not a phone freak =D
i dont carry me phone 24/7 with me
and i think phonecalls and txt mssgs is fckn annoyin !!! -gahh-
once i got a mist call i wont return ur call
cuz i only return to 911 calls !!!
if theres lyk 10 mist callss hmm than ill proberly jst TXT u and ask wtf xD
and if u txt me some bullcrap ill proberly jst delete it rightaway =D
cuz ure jst wastin the time of me lyf ay =D
andd ino yaw will most proberly wonderin wtf i do with mePHONE
hmm welllss i listen songss and ONLY txt to CERTAINpeepoz =D
so yerss i hate payin bills fer me fckn phone !!! -gahh-
hate it when it ringss and it not the person that i wanna pick up that phone call ><
hate it when it ringss when im almost there to pick it up and it displayed MISTCALL
so yerss that why i dont give a shit bout it =D

newayss these is the random shit bout me'N'mePHONE =D
weeeeeeeeeeee ALLTHEWAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!

xo tc
-PhyllisT. =D

ily bubs

2009-07-26T02:13:00.001-07:00

bbe i jst wanna say ily <3 i dont mean to hurt u in anywayss never ever ay !!! id be a fool if i did so im truly sozz bbe pls dont get mad pls dont ignore me evry second we got =( ill be evrythin u need bubs <3 i wanna lie in ur buffy arms and never let go of u ayy

xo ilysfm <3

2009-07-16T21:52:00.000-07:00

whooooh heaps dust on me page xD been long gone ay =D hmm as u can see i aint much of a blogger ders jst to many things goin on in lyf that i dont get the time to chillax in front of the comp and blogg so yerss hmm idk what to talk abt wells lets talk bout random today than

hmmmmmmmm -blankout-
ooooo got one !!!! xD jst thot of it and yea y not jst blare it out
this is called - TELL ME WHY -
so hear gose :

whyd u have to do me this waay
u got me heart tell me,
uve raised me hopes not once nor twice,
i was fool to believe,
mine u were,
tell me that true.

i throw away all ur clothes,
ur mssgs,
ur hugss,
ur kisses,
fairwell me dear,
and because of u,
me worlds torn apart.

me heart shatter,
u let go of me jst lyk that,
shouldve believe meslf,
but fell for the game i did,
day and night me heart crys fer u,
tell me whyy.

i throw away all ur clothes,
ur mssgs,
ur hugs,
ur kisses,
weve reached the end,
fairwell me dear,
im runnin out of tears fer u bbe. (W)

xo tc
-PhyllisT.

white flag=iGiveUP!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-14T06:48:00.000-07:00

iCANNOTakethisNOmore

jst when i needed u the most
u werent here

i hate when this happens
i hate myself for loving u
i hate myself for giving my heart to u
i hate myself for losing myself in ur eyes
i hate myself for being lost in ur sweet talk
i hate myself for falling into my own snare

i thought u loved me when u said the 3 words
i thought it was true
i thought we were connected and meant to be
i thought u mist me heaps when u said "i miss u"
i thought u felt the same way as i felt
i thought u would bring joy to my life

but i was all wrong
im too stupid for all taht
i dont deserve all taht
i learnt my lessons
i will never let my emotions fall over for some guy

i wished it doesnt end this way
i wished we could go further more
i wished i was wrong
i wished i was misunderstood
i wished i could jst walkaway and shut the door
i wished i didnt spend too much time crying over u
i wished i could be strong

it takes time to realise
it takes time to see the truth it takes time to heal a wounded heart
it takes time to see if we could be

its not gonna be simple i know
its not gonna be the same if u dont feel it too

u left me halfway stranded on an island straying alone
i mist u mad
why did u have to let go out dreams
u walkedway without my consent

i was so stupid
i shouldve seen it coming

but its too late now
my hearts broken into millions of pieces

iGiveUP!!!!!! =/

im a friggin noober :S

2009-03-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

hey yaw im phyllis and am currently new on this thingy so uhm its gonna look pretty dull atm so yers think i need help :S i love writing poetrys and all jst to describe me feelings id load em up when i got the time yea=D i dont do fakes so NO POSERS!!!uhm im up w/ chatzys and all leave me a mssg and ill get back to u =D ohh wells add me aye peeps!!the more the merrier xD -peace-

xoxo -Phyllis

wherever you are

2009-03-08T21:22:00.000-07:00

this goes to one and only bby pat ilysfm bbe<3

wherever you are
i believe that the heart follows from afar
to the ends n the depths of the earth
our love costs thousands worth

i dont wanna lose you
for i only wanna love you
you bust in the door
my heart youve taken away

days feel like years
when ure not here by my side
my heart is broken into pieces
simply just missin you heaps

here comes the breeze
the smell of your scent i couldnt resist
do you know how much i love you
cuz i do care and think abt you
ilysfm bbe!!!!!!!!

xoxo
written by:PhyllisT.

P/s:this is beyond real and original.NO POSERS!!enjoy reading=Dpeace